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damn [09 Mar 2007|10:38am] I never write in this bitch. And I don't really feel like starting now.Too much shit came at me, at one time within the past two days, and I don't really know how to handle it.I need new friends. 1 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

fuck [31 May 2006|06:24pm] fighting... the pub... spanish people... guns... fuck everything about monday night. 2 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

fucked up [21 Apr 2006|09:30pm] drink drink drink skate skate skate carrie carrie carrie work work work life is good 2 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

yess [16 Apr 2006|05:07am] fun weekend Tall cans in the air

all i do is [12 Apr 2006|05:18pm] [ mood | content ] skate drink sleep work hang out with carrie <3 eat (sometimes) skate and life could not be better <3 6 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

buhleedat [07 Apr 2006|04:29am] [ mood | accomplished ] nah but for real... whatchu know about dat? 3 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

i love... [06 Apr 2006|02:57pm] [ mood | happy ] all my friends...alot they all rule... 4 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

things are lookin up :) [04 Apr 2006|02:29am] [ mood | happy ] TALL CANS IN THE AIR LET ME SEE EM...FUCK YOU! i love greg and matt and giorgioh and conover...that is all oh..and for the first time in awhile...life doesn't suck...like, the slightest...because you aren't in my life and I don't have to worry about it...I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. We can make it on our own...we don't need anyone...and lord knows we don't need you. p.s. TRANSPLANTS RULE 4 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

Something i worked so hard for is moving 700 some odd miles away [12 Mar 2006|04:30pm] [ mood | depressed as fuck ] What else in this room reminds me of you? The windowsill with a crucified pit of an avocado still sits in water. What else in this room reminds me of the relationship I've ruined? The tables I made strong enough to hold your magazines, but not your tired legs. One more week in this apartment, One more week of being haunted By the ghost of what should have been. What else in this fucking empty room reminds me of fucking you? An orphaned couch where I spent some long nights While you went out with our friends. What I wouldn't do to be a ghost like you, to be somewhere new. To leave everything, The way you left everything that reminded you of me. One more week in this apartment, one more week of being haunted. I don't even know what to do anymore..I get mad and accuse..I get mad and yell..but I don't know what else to do it's all laid out there in front of me and te situations are all too familiar to me, so automatically my defense systems go up and i get angry instead of bieng sad..I am not ready to move on..I'm not ready to be replaced..I'm not ready to replace you...I'm sorry if I yell...I have said some mean stuff but I don't mean ANY of it I say it out of anger and I know that that doesn't make it right or justified...I love you with all my heart and I don't know what to do anymore...I'm not even going to the Owen show tonight because its too depressing and I know I will break down...(hope you have fun matt). The only thing I do know is that any moment spent with you negative or positive I do NOT regret in the fucking slightest...I miss the old days when we were care free..I know I don't have much to offer you and I should probly just move on but it's not that fucking easy...I need you no matter how pathetic that sounds...I don't even know...there are a million things going on in my head right now and I cant translate them properly..all I know is that I love you with all my heart...and i shouldn't....and I'm not ready to move on..even though I should be...and I need you....even though I shouldn't..and I don't give a fuck what anyone says I would do it all over again if given the chance...I would just change some stuff...its early..I'm just going to bed. My eyes hurt and I need to just sleep. 1 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

fuck [10 Mar 2006|10:29pm] [ mood | pissed off ] I'm fucking tired of lies I'm fucking tired of the fakes I'm fucking tired of bullshit I'm fucking tired of you. Tall cans in the air

oaidsjoasdj [24 Feb 2006|07:40am] [ mood | frustrated ] go away Tall cans in the air

haha [23 Feb 2006|05:57am] [ mood | optimistic ] for the first time in a long fucking time i am not scared to live without you. I don't know what made me realize this....but I'm not ...at all.....You bring me down...not anymore....go get aids....just dont come crawling back to me...cause aids are gross....and i dont want em....good luck...to myself...not you...i dont care what happens to you.....the end. 1 fuck you's x Tall cans in the air

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